IT'S A NEW DAY! haha. whoo. thank God for THOMAS! he brought JACKSON to service today! yay! haha. today's service was great! it just reminded me once again that i'm God's creation and nothing can change this fact. its true that there are times when we just dont understand why some things happen and we start to question if God is there and if he understands us. but i've learnt that it is through these difficult times that i truly know that God is real. and i realised that it is rather easy to praise God when things are going smoothly but the true test of faith comes when i'm in a difficult situation. am i still able to praise God? sometimes i feel that its kinda hard because whenever i'm in this kind of situation, i probably will start to grumble and complain abt it. to say the truth, i feel that i havent been having a close fellowship with God ever since poly started. and i dont like this feeling. it just seems that i'm so disconnected with God. i'm so indulged in studying for my tests, rushing for my projects, and doing my own things that i've forgotten all about God. indeed, the realtionship with MY DADDY IN HEAVEN is more important than anything else. there's so many growth areas! i wanna grow. i wanna be transformed. HAHA. the fruit of the spirit! GOD, COME AND MOULD ME! :D
for i know who holds my tomorrow and who holds my hands :D
27JULY2007
haha. fri is a exciting day as a few mediacorp artiste came to NYP for the new show coming up in august.(hey, gorgeous) HAHA. and i saw all of them!(elvin ng, fiona xie, ben yeo and desmond) well, actually i was quite excited after knowing that they're in NYP. LOL. eileen, jiayan, jessica and meirong took a picture with elvin ng! haha. so after the accounting lecture, we(lianxin, nettie and sam) went to the atrium to watch hey gorgeous. CLEMENT GOT IN!(a guy in my course) whoo. actually i didnt expect him to get in but he made it. HAHA. while he was performing, a few 01, 08 and donno who shouted, "CLEMENT GO HOME!" seriously i feel that its quite mean to hv shouted that. i'm quite glad that he being my coursemate is able to get in. as in i feel that he's the best among the three of them. he has got the best performance. so yea. i've no qualms abt him winning. WAHHAHA
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