Learning To Breathe

I hope that I can don't care about all the things and sleep as soundly as this pig.

AHHHH. I learnt how to breathe last week because last week was the worst week of the whole month of nov! I was really uber busy with my assignments, projects and to prepare for the performance. and I was so tired that I slept when I was on the bus and even fall asleep while watching my favourite tv show.

anyway, I thought that we've finally finished our JAVA project proposal. but guess what?! our proposal was rejected by the tutor for three times. THREE TIMES! and we were only given two days to redo everything. really thank God for my group members who not only sacrificed their sleep but also did a great job for both the power point presentation.

initially, we were all quite stressed up because our tutor only told us the day before the presentation that we need to redo. but really thank God that we managed to finish up presentation and proposal all by last week. YAYY. I think the proposal was quite well done. well, maybe it may not be better than other group but the important thing is that we all did our best! and i think we presented quite well during the presentation. of course that is still room for improvement. :/

and the first part of my sat was enjoyable because I went for the ARISE TRUSTFALL event! it was really my first time doing so many trustfall. In total, I did ten over times of trustfall in a day! I'm glad that I've participated. and because I was one of the skinniest in my team, I was "encouraged" to do more trustfall. haha. man, I must say that I really enjoyed the whole process even though doing ten over times of trustfall have resulted in having backache.

BUT, the second part of my sat was sigh. I had my first performance on stage on sat and it was a disaster. THANK GOD THERE WASN'T A LOT OF PEOPLE THERE! I think the performance was kind of screwed up. while we were performing, I saw people shaking their heads at the corner of my eye.

at that moment, I really want to just dig a hole on the stage and just hide inside and not come out. NEL SAVES THE WHOLE PERFORMANCE. to be fair to all of us, I must say that if we were given more time to practise we can definitely do much better. oh. thank you shuling, kaisze and thomas! screwing up the performance aside, I really enjoyed practising with you all. HAHA.

ARGH!! I guess I was having some mood swing last week. I REALLY HATE IT WHEN I SHOW MY STUPID ATTITUDE OUT TO PEOPLE! oh man. they didn't owe me anything neither do they do anything to deserve my bad attitude. and it's always like that. whenever I'm busy or tired, I'll tend to show my attitude to the people around me. guihao, you need to change! sigh.