Holidays. holidays? nah, for the first week of the holidays, I'll be going back to school to do my projects. projects projects projects. when will it ever end? haha. but I'm still glad that at least for the java project, our group sort of have a clearer and better picture of what do we need to do. right?

initially I was quite worried for the project. because firstly, my java ain't good at ALL. secondly, I really don't know what to do for the java coding. and lastly, I really really feel quite stressed up because Ms Tay kept reminding us that the project will be dued on week 14.

but still, I really want to thank Ms Tay for her guidance and her help. I stayed back today to do the database for the project and Ms Tay is really kind and patient! when I don't understand certain things, she'll always patiently explain and guide me along. and because of that, I finally know what am I doing! :D

argh. I don't like those days when there's grouping of project team mates. because I know there's bound to be unhappiness and conflicts. to say the truth, I would rather that the teacher arrange the group than he allowing us to decide. I feel really burdened! I really don't know what to do.

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God, you're the only one who knows how am I feeling right now. heal me lord! sorry that I've disappoint you time and time again. I'm sorry that I ________. its so true that life is not easy. I've just experienced what it means in this simple yet true saying. but I want to walk with you closely at every stage of my life because I know that nothing will be too difficult when my God and I overcome it together.

and hey these are not empty words! because I truly desire.
vessel of blessing. I want!