Heart's cry.

God, I want to experience you like how others are experiencing you. I can't stand it! I can't stand it when I hear or see people experiencing you to the fullest yet I'm not. I don't want to live on other people's faith. I want to experience you in such a deep measure that it was as if I was having some lunch or coffee with you.

I know that you're definitely real in my life. There's so many incidents that I can't deny that you're not working in my life. But today I just ask for more! More of your presence in my life! I don't want others to tell me that you're real, you're a God of impossible or you can do miracles because I want to truly experience it myself!

Nothing really beats than you experiencing yourself because I believe that there's power in it. Yes, lord! In this coming new year, ALL I want is more of you in my life and less of me. Indeed, you must be greater in me o lord; let all the rest fade away. The coming 2008 will be a different year!

Use me, stretch me to love as I tap upon your wisdom and strength. I'm not contented. I'm not contented of having this much of your presence. I'm not contented to know who you really are from others. I'm not contented to let other people to tell me that you love me. God, there must be more than this.

More than what I've experienced before. DEEPER DEEPER. It must be deeper. I'M NOT CONTENTED OF KNOWING YOU FROM FAR because I know that you're a God who is never near. Lord, help my friends around me to experience you in a greater and deeper measure too. Cause them to realise that there must be more than this.

A simple prayer I made today.