hello people! It has been donkey weeks since I've last updated. This month has really been a tough month with lots of tests, projects all due in consecutive weeks. I can't help but to say that IT'S SO TIRING! Tests and projects datelines are all chasing after me. One after another. But I'm excited this week. Obviously it is not because of the OOP project presentation but rather this Thursday's Switchfoot's concert!

Did I mention that I'm going to their concert? If no, I'm mentioning it now. HAHA. One of the main reasons why I'm so excited besides the fact that they're my favourite band is it's my first time to a concert. :D I've never been to a concert before. Spending fifty five dollars to a concert is considered reasonable right?

Well, I feel that the price of the ticket is rather cheap and reasonable considered that fact that the concert will last for three and a half hours. That's really long man! Anyway, just want to thank God that the project presentation is on Friday! If it's on Thursday, I don't think I can make it to the concert.

Anyway thank God I pass my English, C6! yeah, I know that it's not a good grade but you know what? It doesn't really matter because I know that I gave my all and God did his rest. Somehow this result actually showed me a clearer picture of my future path. okay, actually I really quite like my course though Java is really a nuisance. haha. Don't you think that it's cool to study both IT and business? :D

ah, sorry God! I've fallen again. In that area again? Sometimes it's harder to forgive yourself than to forgive others. It's so much more easier to forgive others than to forgive myself. At least for me, this is so true. Despite knowing that God has forgiven me, I can't forgive myself even though I know I ought to.

Totally agree with what Pastor Jeff has shared today at the conference.

If someone says something about us that we know is not true, then it is not really a problem. We're hurt by what people say or do only when something rings true

This message came just at the right time. That was exactly how I reacted today when one of my classmates said something about me. As I think back, I realised that it is really so true, we're agitated and affected by the things people say because we didn't want to admit that what they say is true. Don't you agree too?

Thank you God for showing me that it's never just about the other person. God, may you just take away all the insecurities and inadequacies. just want to honour you with my actions and words that I speak.